a short year-end note

hmm…

we all know that 2009 has been a tough year in many ways (obituaries, stomach-turning news, calamities, economic downturn, gloomy projections, etc.). and like always, we steel ourselves for rough times, being fully aware that it won’t be the first nor the last time things have turned/will turn sour on us. 

so i was rather gloomy as the december rolled in. basically i have no high expectations; i just want to go through this holiday season with my equilibrium intact, and maybe just enough dough to buy something interesting to mark the occasion.

i suppose being ready for bad news ready does work wonders for your peace of mind. when something bad happens, you can always write it down under the heading of “Expected Misfortunes“, then shrug it off and muddle your way through the rest of year. and when something unexpected good happens, it lights up your life like a 10,000-KW beacon!

i wish i could say that something reaaaallly good had happened to me — like winning the lottery or winning something significant in our office chirstmas raffle for a change (fat chance!). naahh, stuff like that never happens to me.

and yet, for some unknown reason, a few things actually turned out better than i had expected, and i am quite grateful for that. and there’s also a feeling of gratification that you made somebody’s day because you were able to give him/her something.

also, i did manage to buy something nice for myself (a 32gb Ipod Touch, yay!) after going through my budget with a fine-toothed comb. it was touch and go there for a while, but i was able to able scrape through.

ok. i know i said this was gonna be short, but i still have one thing to add:

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone, and HAVE a GREAT NEW YEAR ahead!